Not my last exam

Fluttering pages, glancing texts and notes

With faintest hope of catching something left

No sleep for me, nor can I lounge

Morning comes with heavy head

Reluctantly entering the hall with time

The point being as far as I can see,

To clear the paper, once and for all.

Never will this day come again i feel

Never again shall I glance

At the despised pages of baffling intent,

Slipping precious hours and scratching of pen

I exhaust my knowledge on paper wid every depressing second

Floating invigilators and seekers of cheats

Bell rings with sigh of relief

It is over! Done with! At last!

For life and for the last time;

But wrong I was , wasn't I..

Now time to earn, make family

Sooner or later everyone will be

tyo boss ko gali, profit and loss..

ghar ko tension, responsibility of nation..

Tyo sunyatako abhash....

Time to implement wat you learnt....time to perform

Life is a test and we get graded on our performance

You may not desire A+ but your surroundings will demand from u

And we do get graded 

Not by some absolute standard 

or within some bell curve; 

But against ourselves— 

How well we used what we had......

Now i feel, if there were only written tests..

Only if life took no suprise tests..

Only if test schedule was published in advance

so that I can prepare myself...

But life is rude...